Listen to the voice inside your head...

So the passed week has totally been tough. Certain things I just couldn't get off my mind, I was fighting with people, it was to the point to where I'd lay in bed at night and a random flashback would appear and I'd get a sinking feeling in my stomach and be wide awake once again. I thought it was going to take forever for me to feel ok.
However, I have felt the same many times in my life, and I knew all it would take is one thing to happen. The problem is I never know what that thing is, but when it comes, I know it, and suddenly, everything seems ok.
This time, it wasn't just one thing, it was a lot of things, it was a lot of people who helped me out of this funk. I was really sad because of problems with a couple of people, but my friends helped me realized that there are a ton more who are still right by my side. Even though some people may come and go, the best of ones have never left my side, and still continue to be there for me through thick and thin. This slow realization was what really helped me, and even though nothing is solved, I feel like everything is gonna be ok.
There is one person I feel the need to thank. I call her the voice inside my head, I also kinda named my blog after her haha. Its a running joke we have because she's the person I go to when I mostly need help with decisions, and that I should listen to her more often (haha its actually the truth). Anyways, there have been a few times where I wanted to cave in to my situation and she pulled me back up to my feet. I have all my friends that I hang out with everyday, talk to all the time, my best friends, but this girl talks to me when I'm online late at night, and does an amazing job at making me feel like I'm not alone, which is sometimes what I really need...to feel like I'm not alone. She's honest, definitely trustworthy, and a whole lot of fun to talk to. She has been an amazing addition to my life, and I hope everyone has someone like her. I'm not saying my other friends aren't worthy of a blog entry, but I just wanted to do this to let her know that she is definitely up there with the people I care about most, and to thank her for these amazing few months of friendship we've shared so far. So, thank you to the voice inside my head, this one's for you.