So I didn't completely stick to the whole "shutting out the world" thing. I didn't put any effort in trying to talk to people, but if someone called me, I answered, or if someone wrote me, I replied. And today was actually ok. Watched two Harry Potter movies and had a friend come over to watch them with me who was making me life from the time she got into the car. I also spent some time with my mom. I wouldn't say my head is clear, but I'm definitely not as bad as I was last night.
One thing that helped was a dream I had. I had another dream about Lauren, and we were just running together, and talking. I don't know if it was a sign, us running together. Like maybe we were just running and leaving the world behind, our problems, everything. All I know is, she comforted me once again. Nowadays, I only have dreams about her when I'm a mess, and she helps me, makes me feel safe, and comforted. If guardian angels exist, I'd believe she is mine. So thank you Lauren for comforting me in dark times once again. You never fail to amaze me, even though you have passed, and I still miss you.
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